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Saturday, May 14, 2005
The list continues (I told you... its my new trend)
These will all be nice though... hopefully.
1. You were on my random people to kiss list last year. But nooo... you had to go and change everything up and I never got my chance. We may just have to be the initiators of the NcM! ;-)
2. I've alway been attracted to you in this weird boyfriend's best friend kinda way. Interesting...
3. You try to hard. I'm sorry I'm probably just not what your looking for. Thanks for making me feel appreciated though...
4. YOU'RE A FRIGGIN' IDIOT!! (sorry I know... I said I'd be nice but COME ON!)
5. I would definitely NcM with you! :-) (this one could be several different people actually lol)
6. I've been "in love" with you since 7th grade... I don't think I'll ever fully get over you... you are my dream man! (and you're not even that GREAT lookin'...) and I'm almost positive you will NEVER read this...
7. I think you over react sometimes... but its kinda funny. Some of the things you do get you absolutely no where... but atleast you try to mess with that stupid little clique! I mean... that interesting group of people.
8. If you go to my school next year I want to sit out in the courtyard with you while you serenade me... that would be the best time ever!
9. I'm Sorry....
10. I still love you... alway have... always will. :-D
Eve 6
-Inside Out-
I would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rinds,
but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.
I would swallow my doubt, turn it inside out,
find nothing but faith in nothing.
Wanna put my tender heart in a blender,
watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous, and I'm through with you.
I burn, burn like a wicker cabinet.
Chalk white and oh-so-frail.
I see our time has gotten stale.
The tick-tock of the clock is painful, all sane and logical.
I wanna tear it off the wall.
I hear words and clips and phrases,
I think sick like ginger ale.
My stomach turns and I exhale...
I would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rinds,
but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.
I would swallow my doubt, turn it inside out,
find nothing but faith in nothing.
Wanna put my tender heart in a blender,
watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous, and I'm through with you.
So Cal is where my mind states,
but it's not my state of mind.
I'm not as ugly sad as you.
Or am I origami, folded up and just pretend.
Demented as the motives in your head...
I would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rinds,
but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.
I would swallow my doubt, turn it inside out,
find nothing but faith in nothing.
Wanna put my tender heart in a blender,
watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous, and I'm through with you.
I alone am the one you don't know you need,
take heed, feed your ego.
Make me blind when your eyes close,
sink when you get close, tie me to the bedpost.
I alone am the one you don't know you need,
you don't know you need me.
Make me blind when your eyes close, tie me to the bedpost...
I would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rinds,
but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.
I would swallow my doubt, turn it inside out,
find nothing but faith in nothing.
Wanna put my tender heart in a blender,
watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous, and I'm through with you.
SLEEP!!!!
*TIFF*
Posted at 01:26 am by TiffSaw12
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Friday, May 13, 2005
SOOOOO.... Where to start...
Guess Wednesday would be good. I decided not to go to Chatanooga for several reasons... so I didn't go. I did, however, lay out in the sun for a good 3 hours and got me a nice natural glow and finished reading Nights in Rodanthe. Which... to be honest... wasn't all that great... but it was a fast read so I didn't really feel like I was wasting my time. I wanna get The Wedding at some point this summer but I think my next book will be the one my mom got me from the SUMC library... How to Stay a Christian in College. :-) If you can't tell I like reading when I actaully have time! It's a wonderful thing you should all try it sometimes.
Then I took poor Mr. Wampler to the coffee house to get his jeep... poor kid didn't get to iron his shirt. Still sorry about that! ;-) So I sat and had a nice little chat with Joshua Lee Lyon... fist time I've seen him in a while and it was very refreshing! We decided we're gonna hang out this summer which is extrememly exciting and I hear you're gonna hang out with us too KT Witt! Bring It On! haha :-D I love the spontaneity of summer! Nothing beats it...
So yah... after that I went over to the track and watched the team get their pictures made and then ran the greenway once with Katie and another girl and then once by myself. IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOO HHOOOOTTTT!!!! I swear I was about to pass out! It was almost unbearable but I got through it. Then I went back over to the coffee house and had a cup of ice :-) and then went home to take a shower. Jeremy was gonna pick me up... but since it took me a while to regain my... well... go back to normal I ended up just following Josh to a get together at someone's house. I forgot their names... :-( But they were nice! We ate some good free food and JOHN CROWELL WAS THERE!!! And let me just tell you that that absolutely made my night! O and I found out John reads my blog sometimes so HEY JOHN!!! :-D Here's the picture I took of you... told you it would make it on here! lol
Isn't that just a perfect picture of him! :-D gotta love him!
Then after that little shin-dig I me and Jeremy came over to my house and watche THE BEST MOVIE OF ALL TIME!!! I hadn't since it was in theatres so it was o so amazingly wonderful! And Jeremy was nice company as well... WARNING: Don't watch the deleted scenes!! kinda strange....
ANYWHO...
So after he left I went upstairs and WENT TO BED! Then I got up... sat around for a little while... cleaned a little bit. WASHED MY CAR!! WOOT WOOT!! ...
Doesn't she look pretty?!? Then I ate some spagetti... and got ready to meet the crew at Chad's for our night on the town! I ended up going by the coffee house first to see Jeremy and pick up Josh and MATTHEW KANE AND HELENA were there so that was a nice surprise. MATTHEW DIED HIS HAIR!!!! Look at how hott he looks!!!...
I'm not afraid to admit it... Matt Kane you are a good lookin individual!!! Just so you know lol And the black hair works... i definitely don't hate it!
So me and Josh left about 5:30 and met Chad, Eric, Alex, and John at Chad's house. Amy got there about 5 minutes later and then we were off!
We went to Calhoun's (JAMMIN' TO USHER cause I like it "CHAD'S WAY"!! HAHAHAHA!) to meet Georgia (Amy's friend ;-) )...
There's me and Amy! :-D
And here's THE BOYS!! They were all so fun!
Yah... i don't know why that one's so smal?!? Couldn't really figure that one out. But aren't they some sexy males?!?
Moving on... So we went to SunDown and to be gosh darn honest it wasn't all that fun. I mean don't get me wrong I've definitely had worse times other places but I could have also been a whole lot better. I SAW SOOO MANY PEOPLE I KNEW!! It was fun though.. Is saw Amanda and Bev. Kraig and DHall. Jamie D. Tren-Ton. Amy Farr. And I'm sure there were lots more but I don't really feel ike trying to remember lol. O YES!!! And MR. DAUGHERTY WAS THERE!!! I haven't seen him in FOREVER so that was definitely exciting! I love that man to death but he really does have a big imagination sometimes! :-D He had an interesting way of introducing me to his friend too lol... but we won't go into that. O fun times...
OOOO and of course I can't forget MARKIS! I saw him there with all his cool West friends... but I made him walk me all the way back to where my crew was waiting on me. THANKS HUBBY! ;-)
Then it was OFF TO CALHOUN'S where Che-ad had so nicely made us reservations.
That's not really a great picture... but its Josh, Amy, Georgia, Alex, Chad, Me and Eric. (John had to leave so he could get up early and do Construction! woohoo Go John!)...
And here's a really blurry one of me and Che-Ad...
Wow that's really weird cause I was definitely sitting on Chad's left... that's strange!
Food was good... talks were good... so an all around fun evening.
We dropped Josh off at his car, Eric left, and Me Alex Chad and Amy sat out on Chad's new deck for about 4 hours and talked about out new entrepreneurial adventures!!!
- Have you ever known a person that you were attracted to but never really have the intention of dating?!?
- Well have we got the answer to your problems!! RIGHT GUYS?!?
INTRODUCING : THE NcM CONTRACT (patent Chad Elmore and Co.) A fun safe way to well... have fun...
It's going to be BIG!!! Watch out for the NcM party coming soon to Chad Elmore's new deck! Anyone wanting to participate in the pilot experiments simply contact Chad or I and we can give you more details.
TALK ABOUT LAUGHING TILL YOU CAN'T BREATHE!!!!!! Always the best experience ever!!!!
RIIIIGHHTT... Moving on...
So Amy spent the night... I woke up this morning went to work at 9:30 worked till about 4:30 (Chad came by and ate lunch with me and we had a nice little chat in the food court... THANKS FOR COMING CHAD!!! :-D )... went to the bank... got gas.. came home... talked to Amy.
Now I am fixing to go take a shower. Amy and I are headed up to Maryville to go to a BarBQ with Logan Zellmer and all his college friends. Yup... should be interesting. Gotta work tomorrow 11-4... not sure what's gonna go down after that.
One things for sure... SUMMER NIGHTS ARE THE BESTEST!!!
Have a SpAnKtAcUlAr DaY! Go have an NcM... It'll be good for ya! Especially if you are a chronic Ice Chewer like myself! LoL ;-)
*TIFF*
Posted at 06:25 pm by TiffSaw12
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005
BE NICE TO THE BLOG WORLD!!! ;-)
^^^ U know who you are! lol I know it can be frustrating... but you can do it!
ANYWAY... so I just had the random urge to write a little entry. Spent the evening in Pigeon Forge... pretty much doing nothing but dressin a few kids and reading my Nicholas Sparks book... which isn't all that great yet but I have high hopes. Then I came home... ate some spagetti! yum!
And now I'm wondering why I'm up so late when I could easily be sound asleep right now!! Guess the fact I don't have to work tomorrow kinda helps... but who knows.
Not sure what tomorrow holds... I MAY be going down to Chat-Town to visit a friend... OR... Mr. Wampler asked me to come over and watch some movies with him... Either way I should be doing something fun... of cleaning my room! haha
K well I don't really have much to say... Just wasting space I suppose!
Let Me Go
-3 Doors Down-
One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you dont know who I am
So let me go
Let me go
I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you dont know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me goo...
Let me go
And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you dont know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go
and you me but you dont
you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont know who I am
and you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont know me
Here's to the few people in my life that actually KNOW me... I love you very much!
*TIFF*
Posted at 02:15 am by TiffSaw12
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
"It's just another heart-ache on my list..."
So this weekend has been... well... not very exciting. But extremely relaxful and quite productive.
Saturday I went to bed at a decent hour... woke up... and went to THE LAKE!! I have definitely decided I need to go up there as much as possible this summer... because it really is pretty fun!
No one had their boats so we couldn't do fun stuff like that by my bro and Dake had their Jet Skis so that was exciting. My brother took me out and showed me how to do whips and figure 8s and stuff like that... so it was fun to be able to do something other than sit on it and see how fast I can go without freaking myself out (even though I still do that haha). Than I LAID IN THE SUN!! Natural Tan baby!! And my cheeks and shoulders got pretty red too so that was exciting... definitely wanna keep the tan up this summer!
Stacy was there too so that was fun... we went out on the jets and had some fun talks and stuff...
WEEKEND AFTER HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATION: Hopefully going to be extremely fun! Gotta make sure and ask off... but everyone still seems to be up for it. I told all my brothers friends if they brought the boat driving abilities I would bring them some HOTT girls! (hey.. its true I just didn't mention that their boyfriends may be with them as well ;-) Right K and Mart?? haha) ANYWAY....
We left the lake around 5 or so... came home... changed... and I took my momma out to the Greenway for a Moms Day Workout!! She walked to the middle school and back once and I ran it twice. Prob about 4 miles or so... so not to bad. Than we went to the track and I did some strides... my momma did one too! haha it was fun! :-D
My bro got a picture phone the other day too so here's a picture me and my momma sent to him after we were all hot and sweaty!
Yah... we look disgusting but that is A OK cause I love my momma!!! :-D
So after that we went home and my dad and brother fixed steaks... I at baked a baked potato and salad. Then i went to bed pretty early AGAIN!
Had to be at the office at 6:45 in the AM... So I woke up... went... had to drive to Pigeon Forge which wasn't too fun but I get 22 cents on the mile and I drove about 85 miles so who knows. Its not like I'm NOT USED to driving on Monday mornings lol. So I spent the day with BRITTANY which was awesome... minus the impatient moms... and annoying photographers! haha She may be spending the night with me tonight... but I'm not sure. We weren't sure what her HUSBAND would think about that *(wow that's weird!)*. So yah... definitely didn't clock out till 6:45 in the PM. So I definitely had a 12 hour day yesterday! BUT ... that's why I have that job...
Then I came home... changed... went and ran the greenway and did some strides on the track. Jessi and Tara were there so that was fun. I made Jessi run two laps of the mile I did on the track with me! :-D She's now searching the job market for a new job so if anyone has any suggestions I'm sure she'd appreciate them! She tried Lifetouch but stupid losers arent hiring anymore...
I'm a little T.O.ed though cause I was planning on going to the HS track meet tonight cause I'm used to working during the day at Lifetouch and atleast getting off by 7 or so... but for some strange reason PF decided they wanna do their pictures AFTER SCHOOL (they had an inservice yesterday...) So I don't actually have to be at the office till 2 and we dont start till 4. So this shoudl be yet another LOONNG night for Lifetouch. But it's awesome cause I don't have to work tomorrow... or Thursday for that matter (Jennie hasn't switched over to my new Summer availability)
BUT THURSDAY NIGHT!: Me, Che-ad, Amy, Georgia, Eric, Alex, and maybe Logan are all going to Sun Down and then Che-ad is going to make reservations at Calhoun's on the river for us all. It should be really fun!! And I'm excited. It'll be my first good summer experience I do believe and I am stoked!! (I believe Chad is pretty excited about it as well... muahaha... our plan is working perfectly Amy! LoL) FUN TIMES!!
K well I guess I better go eat something (WAFFLES!!!... yesss!!!)
D2 is on!!! That movie is THE CRAP!
O yes... and Kell has called or text me pretty much everday since I've been home. He asked if I wanted to go to the Greenday concert with him in August in Nashville. But I told him it was a little far away so maybe... I betcha that would be an amazing concert though!! He comes to Knoxville on Sunday I believe so we'll see what happens....
K I'm going now... sorry for yet another BoRiNg BlOg! Its what I do best... :-)
*TIFF*
PS - MARKIS!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted at 12:13 pm by TiffSaw12
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Saturday, May 07, 2005
Who Knew A Quarter Could Be So Fun...
So my night (Thursday) didn't exactly turn out the way I thought it was going to but that wasn't a bad thing at all... surprisingly... but I'll get into that later.
My dad got back from verizon a while ago and told me I can now email 50 pictures a month to myself from my phone so woopee!
Heres' one I took of my dorm BEFORE i cleaned it lol. It's not USUALLY that bad... but I you know how you kinda have to make a mess before you clean it up... well yah... that was the predicament.
NEWS FLASH::: TIFFANY GOT AN A IN ENLISH 1020!!!! That means I am one grade posting (my algebra class) away from completing my first year of college with a 4.0!! wootwoot! Sorry... Just found that out... moving on...
So here's a random pic i took last night... My phone makes everything look yellow :-( O well...
 Ugh... i looke like a lemon, or banana, or school bus... or anything else that's yellow. But that ^^ was right before I left my dorm for the last time... hm... sad... *DEERE - 224* i will always remember you... thanks for the good times... and the bad times... the sleepless nights and the good naps. right... onward...
So we RIGHT after I finished blogging Amy decides its time to call Kell and Eric (the friend that Amy thought was hot stuff haha) so no nap for me. It took us forever to decide what to do... so we just ended up going over to his friends' house right beside campus where they were celebrating Cinco De Mayo... aka... drinking beer and yelling at cars passing by on the road. yah... not exactly my idea of a great time but they sure seemed to be having fun.
After some chit chatting and meeting his friends we found out a little interesting twist on how me and Kell had actually met the night before.
OK so the set up is:
Me Amy and Carling walk into Stampedes... they check our IDs... me and Carling pay but Amy had to go to the bar to get money cause all she had was a debit card. So we're standing there at the bar and this random guy walks up to me (and or course i just think he's some drunk dude lookin for a laugh) and he sooo does the Ron Burgandy quote "I'm gonna throw this out... you can send it back.. yada yada..." and then the unevitable "I want to be on you." So I'm just polite as can be and pat him on the shoulder and sad "yah... I'm not gonna send it back" and we go on our marry way talking about what a great start to our night that was....
So right... back to the Cinco De Mayo house... So the guys are sitting there quoting movies (i mean what else do guys do when they get together?!?) and that one comes up so I'm like "yah last night this guy walked up to me and said that one..." and they all start to FREAK OUT and they're saying "what did you say back what did you say back!!!" and literally laughing their heads off and I'm so confused so i just told em what I said and by the time I finished my sentence Kell was practically all the way down the sidewalk mumbling something and everyone just starts HEHAWING! Come to find out IT WAS KELL!!!! NEITHER OF US REALIZED IT!! It was SOOOO FUNNY!!! He just walked up to me and looked me in the eye and was like "they dared my I swear..." and So I realize what's going on and I FREAK TOO!! And then I look at him and realize that when that guy was talking to me I noticed his neclace and the fact it was white and it actually looked kinda good on him cause his neck was tan (i mean don't get me wrong I thought the guy at the bar was drunk... but that didn't necessarily mean he was ugly lol) so yah... and then i realized he was wearing the same neclace and it all just CLICKED!!! So me and Kell TECHNICALLY met BEFORE 2:30 like I was sayin... cause we actually met when we both had just gotten there at around 12!! Ok... so that story was probably completely PoInTlEsS but it was SOOOOOO FUNNY at the time. And so Kell pretty much spent the rest of the night apologizing for it...
O yah... why he did it: So him and his friends had been quoting it all day or whatever so they told him at Stampedes he had to walk up to some random girl and say it and he couldnt mess up or studder or anything or he had to start over. They were all sitting here telling me this and one of his buddies was like "yah we were gonna pick some ugly girl and make him do it to her... but doing it to an ugly girl would have been too easy so we picked you!" yah... i didnt really know how to take that but it was funny. So Kell was all like "i swear when we started dancing at the end I had no idea you were the same person" and I genuinely believe him lol cause he said his friend Justin was like "dude that's the same girl" but no one else thought so... BUT IT WAS. Ok wow... yes I need to be done with that story.
So after some goofin off we (Me, Kell, Amy and Eric) made a nice midnight trip to Wal-Mart. I bought a disposable camera so those pictures should be interseting. Kell and Eric called us over the loud speakers! I swear that Eric kid and his "coke" are gonna get arrested one of these days! haha
Here's a picture of me and Amy waiting to by my disposable camera... right before the FIRST time they called us over the intercom (yes.. that means they did it more than once!)
And no I'm not a complete fashion victin... I'm wearing Kell's jacket (from AE... represent!) which was VERY WARM and SOO COMFORTABLE! Aww I just realized I didn't take any pics of the guys with my phone... o well... maybe next time.
OOOOO... and I found out Kell has GREEN BLANKET!!!!! And for those of you who know me well enough you know how ironic that is. He was sitting there and he was like "yah I'm not afraid to admit I still have my baby blanket... i call it green blanket" . So at that my eyes really start to water cause its sooo weird... and I tell him I have one too and we both just agreed he would get a cab and never speak again cause that was just too weird! But that plan fell through lol.
So after that we went back to the CDM house (that's what I'm gonna call it cause I don't really know who all lived there and who didn't) Me and Kell sat in Amy's car and talked about all kinds of different stuff than the 4 of us headed back to their house. (he lives with 4 other guys in a house in the boonies of the boro) haha... eh... its not THAT far away... just not really close to campus.
So some good times were had there!! I stole Amy's quarter idea... well technically I didn't steal it cause Carling told her about it but I was the first one out of us to actually put it into action. O WOW!!! That was fun! Actually a lot more entertaining than i thought it was going to be :-) Kell liked it too I think... LoL!! :-P Than Amy tried in on Eric but he just didn't cooperate as well... it was stuff funny though and there's always another one Amy... you'll get your chance! FUN TIMES!
Yah... So I think me and Amy finally left there aroun 7:45.... yes that would be in the morning lol. Went back to her dorm... I took about a 3 hour power nap. Returned some library books... checked out of my dorm... had my final good times chat with Josh! (he was at the check-out place)... def gonna miss him! Then it was back to help Amy load up some stuff and then My longest and most tiring drive home EVER!! I swear I almost fell asleep 3 times!! it was scary...
So I got home just in time to change and head to the office to go to Austin East's prom...
I WORKED WITH BRITTANY!!!! BRITTANY WINTERS... THAT IS!! haha I LOVE HER SOOOO MUCH!!! We're excited cause we get to work together more this summer... and I miss her bunches so its going to be excting... not to mention her wedding is only two months and 2 days away! I gotta go get my shoes... and she said the dresses should be in at the beginning of June... Here we are "Hardly workin"
So yah... work wasnt all that bad considering we got to eat really good food... but we pretty much sat and didnt to anything for a good 3 hours and then EVERYONE AND THEIR BROTHER (literally... remember its austin east haha) decided to get their picturse made at 10:20... and out comfirmations said our end time was 10:30... yah!! So we were still taking pictures when practically EVERYTHING from the dance had been BROKEN DOWN!! it was sooo annoying. But then we went back to the office to balance and I got home around 1.
I FINALLY got more than 4 hours of sleep... got about 7... then got up and went to work.
Didn't have to stay very long... this whole cutting hours thing is kinda nice but I'm def not getting as much money as I could be.
The rest of the afternoon has been spent washing and cleaning out my car!!! FINALLY I don't have to LIVE out of it any longer!!! It's about time the thing was cleaned. I love it though... it's served me well.
K well now I think I'm defintely past due for a shower... I might run tonight... not quite sure.
TOMORROW::: THE LAKE!!!! WOOHOO!!! Can't wait to get a NATURAL tan... fun times fun times. Anyone that wants to go feel free to give me a call cause I would call you but I prob don't have your number.
SCHOOL'S OUT FOR SUMMER!!!
Later Days
*TIFF*
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