To Each Their Own

Sunday, May 15, 2005

"I'm crawling in the dark... looking for the answers..."

I guess we can start with mine and Amy's less than eventful trip to "Murvul" as Amy Dub so lovely called it.

We drove up there... met Logan who was already 12 beers in... still very coherant... BUT... yah... anyway...

We got to the big field where they were having BBQ and standing around not doing to much. I met a bunch of interesting people, made a couple new friends lol, and that's about it. I think it would have been a little more intersting if Amy didn't have to be back home by midnight (the joys of living with non-understanding parents I suppose). O yah and Amy... HOW CAN YOU GO TO SCHOOL THERE?!?! Its smaller than OUR HIGH SCHOOL!! There were prob about 300 people there and everyone was like "OMG this party is awesome, there are so many people here" and to put it into perspective Amy said "Um... this is the size of my psychology class". It was like a really bad frat party at MTSU... sadly. I mean don't get my wrong it was pretty entertaining and I got a bag of Cheetos and had some nice convos with new peopel... but nothing to write home to mom about.

I was kinda glad we had to come home early though cause I pretty much just came home and went to bed. I had to be at work at 11 which def isn't too bad. Then THE MALL CAUGHT ON FIRE!!! lol Yah... the mall manager def came into the store and told everyone we had to evacute so that was interesting. We all went out to Trent's truck and sat for about 30 minutes (but we still got paid so I can't say I hated it too much).

There's Trent and his goofy self!! haha... He's coming to MTSU with me next year and he's gonna crash at my apartment if his roommate is a douche (or so he says... ;-) )

And there's our American Eagle Hotties (aka Wes and Tanner)!! haha Yah... we were just a little bored can ya tell?? We all wanted to go get breakfast so bad but Jennie wouldn't let us! :-(

So we got back into the mall eventually and it REEKED!!! it was disgusting... but we dealt with it. One of my manager's almost made me cry... but we won't to into that... i was a little TOed by the whole thing though! Then I talked to Adam Holland about getting his hair cut (gotta love random break phone calls!) I told him to get it trimmed and highlighted... so guess we'll see what he does.

So I got off about 4 or so and went home. After getting something to eat I headed over to West Town to exchange some stuff... stop my classy lady to exchange the earings I bought that were borken. TANNER M - They wouldnt take em back! I was a little mad.... but they jsut gave me a pair that weren't broken but how gay is that?!? I don't even need the things anymore!

Moving on..

SO I came home... changed... went and ran about 4 or 5 miles... did some 200s on the track (yah that def stunk!!!) Then I went home... took a shower... and FELL ASLEEP!! I was gonna go over and hang out with Jeremy but my sleep deprevation got the best of me (he doesn't believe me but o well...) Then I woke up for a little while... cleaned up the kitchen from the DINNER FOR ONE meal I made for myself (my whole family is up at the lake) and then went back to bed. Mark called at like 2 in the morning and just had to come by and see me so he did....

Woke up this morning... went to work at 8... did inventory till about 10:30 and now I'm back home trying to figure out what I'm going to do for the rest of the day. Van (my friend from work) is supposed to call me and we may go see Kingdom of Heaven (not quite sure if i really wanna go yet or not... i mean I wanna see the movie... i just have other stuff I need to do too).

TONIGHT: ME, AMY, GEORGIA, CHAD, ERIC, and maybe MATT KANE are goin to the new "Christian" club GROUND ZERO. I heard about it on Love 89 and figured it was worth checking out. I'm not quite sure what a Christian Club is... or what will go down but its worth supporting if it really is a good fun enviroment. The weird thing is its only open on Sunday nights (i think!) and its for 18 and up. When I first heard about it I was waiting for them to say it was for teenagers or something... but when they said it was 18 and up it got my curiosity juices flowin. I know for sure there's no alcohol and new smoking... but that's about it. I'm fixin to look it up and see what time their open and stuff.
Talked to Chad about it last night (poor kid got in a wreck!! :-( but it was DEFINITELY NOT HIS FAULT... and its got a pretty funny story to go along with it! righ Chad??) anywho... and we figured we might go out to eat first and if it isn't any fun we'll either leave and go to Joe's or we'll just have a late night party on The Deck with the cool Mood Lighting! lol

Guess I'll just post about all that later.

Hope everyone is enjoying this beautiful Sunday afternoon... I should go lay out... or clean my room... hm... decisions.

Anyone that wants to by me the new FALL OUT BOY CD will be my best friend till my dying day! haha... or maybe I'll just go to Target and buy it later.. MAN! I bet it was on sale last week... stinky!

I leave you with a song by a group with a really HOTT drummer! lol I really wanna go see these guys live and see if they're any good. Which I'm sure they are!

Whiskers, But No Whiskey
-Top Hat Rolls Boxcars-

THEIR WEBSITE

This slightest turn from those working patrons (or your friends)
Has inclined a new weekend ritual-
A habitual gathering of a less than perfect crowd.
And you, like a fish out of water, are thirsty for the crown.

Your weekend reveries
And all of your “weakened” friends
Are over your darling mistakes.
We’re over your darling little mistakes.

And like a king to his crown,
You just won’t let it go.
Just let us take your bottle,
And we won’t let you fall down.

Roll the dice;
I’m sure it seems like paradise.
But nothing comes as easy as it seems.

*TIFF*

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Saturday, May 14, 2005

The list continues (I told you... its my new trend)

These will all be nice though... hopefully.

1. You were on my random people to kiss list last year. But nooo... you had to go and change everything up and I never got my chance. We may just have to be the initiators of the NcM! ;-)

2. I've alway been attracted to you in this weird boyfriend's best friend kinda way. Interesting...

3. You try to hard. I'm sorry I'm probably just not what your looking for. Thanks for making me feel appreciated though...

4. YOU'RE A FRIGGIN' IDIOT!! (sorry I know... I said I'd be nice but COME ON!)

5. I would definitely NcM with you! :-) (this one could be several different people actually lol)

6. I've been "in love" with you since 7th grade... I don't think I'll ever fully get over you... you are my dream man! (and you're not even that GREAT lookin'...) and I'm almost positive you will NEVER read this...

7. I think you over react sometimes... but its kinda funny. Some of the things you do get you absolutely no where... but atleast you try to mess with that stupid little clique! I mean... that interesting group of people.

8. If you go to my school next year I want to sit out in the courtyard with you while you serenade me... that would be the best time ever!

9. I'm Sorry....

10. I still love you... alway have... always will. :-D

Eve 6
-Inside Out-

I would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rinds,
but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.
I would swallow my doubt, turn it inside out,
find nothing but faith in nothing.
Wanna put my tender heart in a blender,
watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous, and I'm through with you.

I burn, burn like a wicker cabinet.
Chalk white and oh-so-frail.
I see our time has gotten stale.
The tick-tock of the clock is painful, all sane and logical.
I wanna tear it off the wall.
I hear words and clips and phrases,
I think sick like ginger ale.
My stomach turns and I exhale...

I would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rinds,
but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.
I would swallow my doubt, turn it inside out,
find nothing but faith in nothing.
Wanna put my tender heart in a blender,
watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous, and I'm through with you.

So Cal is where my mind states,
but it's not my state of mind.
I'm not as ugly sad as you.
Or am I origami, folded up and just pretend.
Demented as the motives in your head...

I alone am the one you don't know you need,
take heed, feed your ego.
Make me blind when your eyes close,
sink when you get close, tie me to the bedpost.
I alone am the one you don't know you need,
you don't know you need me.
Make me blind when your eyes close, tie me to the bedpost...

I would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rinds,
but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.
I would swallow my doubt, turn it inside out,
find nothing but faith in nothing.
Wanna put my tender heart in a blender,
watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous, and I'm through with you.

SLEEP!!!!

*TIFF*

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Friday, May 13, 2005

How 'Bout an NcM?!? ;-)

SOOOOO.... Where to start...

Guess Wednesday would be good. I decided not to go to Chatanooga for several reasons... so I didn't go. I did, however, lay out in the sun for a good 3 hours and got me a nice natural glow and finished reading Nights in Rodanthe. Which... to be honest... wasn't all that great... but it was a fast read so I didn't really feel like I was wasting my time. I wanna get The Wedding at some point this summer but I think my next book will be the one my mom got me from the SUMC library... How to Stay a Christian in College. :-) If you can't tell I like reading when I actaully have time! It's a wonderful thing you should all try it sometimes.

Then I took poor Mr. Wampler to the coffee house to get his jeep... poor kid didn't get to iron his shirt. Still sorry about that! ;-) So I sat and had a nice little chat with Joshua Lee Lyon... fist time I've seen him in a while and it was very refreshing! We decided we're gonna hang out this summer which is extrememly exciting and I hear you're gonna hang out with us too KT Witt! Bring It On! haha :-D I love the spontaneity of summer! Nothing beats it...

So yah... after that I went over to the track and watched the team get their pictures made and then ran the greenway once with Katie and another girl and then once by myself. IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOO HHOOOOTTTT!!!! I swear I was about to pass out! It was almost unbearable but I got through it. Then I went back over to the coffee house and had a cup of ice :-) and then went home to take a shower. Jeremy was gonna pick me up... but since it took me a while to regain my... well... go back to normal I ended up just following Josh to a get together at someone's house. I forgot their names... :-( But they were nice! We ate some good free food and JOHN CROWELL WAS THERE!!! And let me just tell you that that absolutely made my night! O and I found out John reads my blog sometimes so HEY JOHN!!! :-D Here's the picture I took of you... told you it would make it on here! lol

Isn't that just a perfect picture of him! :-D gotta love him!

Then after that little shin-dig I me and Jeremy came over to my house and watche THE BEST MOVIE OF ALL TIME!!! I hadn't since it was in theatres so it was o so amazingly wonderful! And Jeremy was nice company as well... WARNING: Don't watch the deleted scenes!! kinda strange....

ANYWHO...

So after he left I went upstairs and WENT TO BED! Then I got up... sat around for a little while... cleaned a little bit. WASHED MY CAR!! WOOT WOOT!! ...

Doesn't she look pretty?!? Then I ate some spagetti... and got ready to meet the crew at Chad's for our night on the town! I ended up going by the coffee house first to see Jeremy and pick up Josh and MATTHEW KANE AND HELENA were there so that was a nice surprise. MATTHEW DIED HIS HAIR!!!! Look at how hott he looks!!!...

I'm not afraid to admit it... Matt Kane you are a good lookin individual!!! Just so you know lol And the black hair works... i definitely don't hate it!

So me and Josh left about 5:30 and met Chad, Eric, Alex, and John at Chad's house. Amy got there about 5 minutes later and then we were off!

We went to Calhoun's (JAMMIN' TO USHER cause I like it "CHAD'S WAY"!! HAHAHAHA!) to meet Georgia (Amy's friend ;-) )...

There's me and Amy! :-D

And here's THE BOYS!! They were all so fun!

Yah... i don't know why that one's so smal?!? Couldn't really figure that one out. But aren't they some sexy males?!?

Moving on... So we went to SunDown and to be gosh darn honest it wasn't all that fun. I mean don't get me wrong I've definitely had worse times other places but I could have also been a whole lot better. I SAW SOOO MANY PEOPLE I KNEW!! It was fun though.. Is saw Amanda and Bev. Kraig and DHall. Jamie D. Tren-Ton. Amy Farr. And I'm sure there were lots more but I don't really feel ike trying to remember lol. O YES!!! And MR. DAUGHERTY WAS THERE!!! I haven't seen him in FOREVER so that was definitely exciting! I love that man to death but he really does have a big imagination sometimes! :-D He had an interesting way of introducing me to his friend too lol... but we won't go into that. O fun times...
OOOO and of course I can't forget MARKIS! I saw him there with all his cool West friends... but I made him walk me all the way back to where my crew was waiting on me. THANKS HUBBY! ;-)

Then it was OFF TO CALHOUN'S where Che-ad had so nicely made us reservations.

That's not really a great picture... but its Josh, Amy, Georgia, Alex, Chad, Me and Eric. (John had to leave so he could get up early and do Construction! woohoo Go John!)...
And here's a really blurry one of me and Che-Ad...

Wow that's really weird cause I was definitely sitting on Chad's left... that's strange!

Food was good... talks were good... so an all around fun evening.

We dropped Josh off at his car, Eric left, and Me Alex Chad and Amy sat out on Chad's new deck for about 4 hours and talked about out new entrepreneurial adventures!!!
- Have you ever known a person that you were attracted to but never really have the intention of dating?!?

- Well have we got the answer to your problems!! RIGHT GUYS?!?
INTRODUCING : THE NcM CONTRACT (patent Chad Elmore and Co.) A fun safe way to well... have fun...
It's going to be BIG!!! Watch out for the NcM party coming soon to Chad Elmore's new deck! Anyone wanting to participate in the pilot experiments simply contact Chad or I and we can give you more details.

TALK ABOUT LAUGHING TILL YOU CAN'T BREATHE!!!!!! Always the best experience ever!!!!

RIIIIGHHTT... Moving on...

So Amy spent the night... I woke up this morning went to work at 9:30 worked till about 4:30 (Chad came by and ate lunch with me and we had a nice little chat in the food court... THANKS FOR COMING CHAD!!! :-D )... went to the bank... got gas.. came home... talked to Amy.

Now I am fixing to go take a shower. Amy and I are headed up to Maryville to go to a BarBQ with Logan Zellmer and all his college friends. Yup... should be interesting. Gotta work tomorrow 11-4... not sure what's gonna go down after that.

One things for sure... SUMMER NIGHTS ARE THE BESTEST!!!

Have a SpAnKtAcUlAr DaY! Go have an NcM... It'll be good for ya! Especially if you are a chronic Ice Chewer like myself! LoL ;-)

*TIFF*

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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

BE NICE TO THE BLOG WORLD!!! ;-)

^^^ U know who you are! lol I know it can be frustrating... but you can do it!

ANYWAY... so I just had the random urge to write a little entry. Spent the evening in Pigeon Forge... pretty much doing nothing but dressin a few kids and reading my Nicholas Sparks book... which isn't all that great yet but I have high hopes. Then I came home... ate some spagetti! yum!

And now I'm wondering why I'm up so late when I could easily be sound asleep right now!! Guess the fact I don't have to work tomorrow kinda helps... but who knows.

Not sure what tomorrow holds... I MAY be going down to Chat-Town to visit a friend... OR... Mr. Wampler asked me to come over and watch some movies with him... Either way I should be doing something fun... of cleaning my room! haha

K well I don't really have much to say... Just wasting space I suppose!

Let Me Go
-3 Doors Down-

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you dont know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you dont know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me goo...
Let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you dont know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

and you me but you dont
you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont know who I am
and you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont know me

Here's to the few people in my life that actually KNOW me... I love you very much!

*TIFF*

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

"It's just another heart-ache on my list..."

So this weekend has been... well... not very exciting. But extremely relaxful and quite productive.

Saturday I went to bed at a decent hour... woke up... and went to THE LAKE!! I have definitely decided I need to go up there as much as possible this summer... because it really is pretty fun!

No one had their boats so we couldn't do fun stuff like that by my bro and Dake had their Jet Skis so that was exciting. My brother took me out and showed me how to do whips and figure 8s and stuff like that... so it was fun to be able to do something other than sit on it and see how fast I can go without freaking myself out (even though I still do that haha). Than I LAID IN THE SUN!! Natural Tan baby!! And my cheeks and shoulders got pretty red too so that was exciting... definitely wanna keep the tan up this summer!

Stacy was there too so that was fun... we went out on the jets and had some fun talks and stuff...

WEEKEND AFTER HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATION: Hopefully going to be extremely fun! Gotta make sure and ask off... but everyone still seems to be up for it. I told all my brothers friends if they brought the boat driving abilities I would bring them some HOTT girls! (hey.. its true I just didn't mention that their boyfriends may be with them as well ;-) Right K and Mart?? haha) ANYWAY....

We left the lake around 5 or so... came home... changed... and I took my momma out to the Greenway for a Moms Day Workout!! She walked to the middle school and back once and I ran it twice. Prob about 4 miles or so... so not to bad. Than we went to the track and I did some strides... my momma did one too! haha it was fun! :-D
My bro got a picture phone the other day too so here's a picture me and my momma sent to him after we were all hot and sweaty!

Yah... we look disgusting but that is A OK cause I love my momma!!! :-D

So after that we went home and my dad and brother fixed steaks... I at baked a baked potato and salad. Then i went to bed pretty early AGAIN!

Had to be at the office at 6:45 in the AM... So I woke up... went... had to drive to Pigeon Forge which wasn't too fun but I get 22 cents on the mile and I drove about 85 miles so who knows. Its not like I'm NOT USED to driving on Monday mornings lol. So I spent the day with BRITTANY which was awesome... minus the impatient moms... and annoying photographers! haha She may be spending the night with me tonight... but I'm not sure. We weren't sure what her HUSBAND would think about that *(wow that's weird!)*. So yah... definitely didn't clock out till 6:45 in the PM. So I definitely had a 12 hour day yesterday! BUT ... that's why I have that job...

Then I came home... changed... went and ran the greenway and did some strides on the track. Jessi and Tara were there so that was fun. I made Jessi run two laps of the mile I did on the track with me! :-D She's now searching the job market for a new job so if anyone has any suggestions I'm sure she'd appreciate them! She tried Lifetouch but stupid losers arent hiring anymore...

I'm a little T.O.ed though cause I was planning on going to the HS track meet tonight cause I'm used to working during the day at Lifetouch and atleast getting off by 7 or so... but for some strange reason PF decided they wanna do their pictures AFTER SCHOOL (they had an inservice yesterday...) So I don't actually have to be at the office till 2 and we dont start till 4. So this shoudl be yet another LOONNG night for Lifetouch. But it's awesome cause I don't have to work tomorrow... or Thursday for that matter (Jennie hasn't switched over to my new Summer availability)

BUT THURSDAY NIGHT!: Me, Che-ad, Amy, Georgia, Eric, Alex, and maybe Logan are all going to Sun Down and then Che-ad is going to make reservations at Calhoun's on the river for us all. It should be really fun!! And I'm excited. It'll be my first good summer experience I do believe and I am stoked!! (I believe Chad is pretty excited about it as well... muahaha... our plan is working perfectly Amy! LoL) FUN TIMES!!

K well I guess I better go eat something (WAFFLES!!!... yesss!!!)

D2 is on!!! That movie is THE CRAP!

O yes... and Kell has called or text me pretty much everday since I've been home. He asked if I wanted to go to the Greenday concert with him in August in Nashville. But I told him it was a little far away so maybe... I betcha that would be an amazing concert though!! He comes to Knoxville on Sunday I believe so we'll see what happens....

K I'm going now... sorry for yet another BoRiNg BlOg! Its what I do best... :-)

*TIFF*

PS - MARKIS!!!!!!!!!!!!

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