To Each Their Own

Sunday, June 19, 2005

A week has gone by and here I sit.

"That thing, that moment, when you kiss someone and everything around becomes hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this person and you realize that that person is the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life, and for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that that it will go away all at the same time."

- Josie Geller, Never Been Kissed

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Posted at 04:12 pm by TiffSaw12
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Everyone has their SeCrEtS

You're Only Human

-Billy Joel-



You're having a hard time and lately you don't feel so good
You're getting a bad reputation in your neighborhood
It's alright
it's alright
Sometimes that's what it takes
You're only human
you're allowed to make your share of mistakes
You better believe there will be times in your life
When you'll be feeling like a stumbling fool
So take it from me you'll learn more from your accidents
Than anything that you could ever learn at school

Don't forget your second wind
Sooner of later you'll get your second wind

It's not always easy to be living in this world of pain
You're gonna be crashing into stone walls again and again
It's alright
it's alright
Though you feel your heart break
You're only human
you're gonna have to deal with heartache

Just like a boxer in a title fight
You got to walk in that ring all alone
You're not the only one who's made mistakes
But they're the only thing that you can truly call your own

Don't forget your second wind
Wait in that corner until that breeze blows in

You've been keeping to yourself these days
Cause you're thinking everything's gone wrong
Sometimes you just want to lay down and die
That emotion can be so strong
But hold on
Till that old second wind comes along

You probably don't want to hear advice from someone else
But I wouldn't be telling you if I hadn't been there myself
It's alright
it's alright
Sometimes that's all it takes
We're only human
We're supposed to make mistakes
But I survived all those long lonely days
When it seemed I did not have a friend
Cause all I needed was a little faith
So I could catch my breath and face the world again

Don't forget your second wind
Sooner or later you'll feel that momentum kick in
Don't forget your second wind
Sooner or later you'll feel that momentum kick in

Posted at 12:36 am by TiffSaw12
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Friday, June 17, 2005

O yah.. and...

29 DAYS TILL

MY BIRTHDAY!!!!

HECK YES!

:-D

*TIFF*

Posted at 11:24 pm by TiffSaw12
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*nEVER uNDERESTIMATE THE pOWER OF the blog*

sO THE PAST FEW DAYS HAVE BEEN PRETTY GOOD i SUPPOSE.

tHE REST OF wEDNESDAY AFTERNOON WAS SPENT IN bILLY'S DRIVE WAY TRYING TO HOOK UP THOSE RETARDED LIGHTS IN CAR. gRANTED IT WAS RATHER ENTERTAINING WATCHING bILLY TRY TO CONTORT HIS BODY UPSIDE DOWN AND BACKWARDS TO FIT INTO MY LITTLE CAR. wE CAME TO THE REALIZATION AFTER ABOUT AND HOUR'S WORTH OF EFFORT THAT THE TASK AT HAND WAS A LITTLE MORE COMPLICATED THEN WE HAD ORIGINALLY SUSPECTED. wE ALSO CAME TO THE EXECUTIVE DECISION THAT IT WOULD JUST HAVE TO WAIT TILL ANOTHER DAY CAUSE IT WAS TIME TO GO TO hooters!! tHAT'S RIGHT FOLKS... i AM NO LONGER A hooters WING VIRGIN! i ONLY GOT THE KID'S MEAL THOUGH BUT i BELIVE bILLY, mIKEL, gAL, AND rYAN ATE ENOUGH TO COMPENSATE FOR WHAT i DIDN'T LOL. gOTTA LOVE BEING ONE OF THE GUYS FOR THE NIGHT! sO AFTER THAT WE WATCHED rYAN ALMOST KILL HIMSELF AND THE OTHER GUYS ON THE WAY HOME... THAT WAS definitely scary! tHEN ME AND bILLY WENT BACK TO HIS HOUSE, LOOKED AT A COUPLE SCRAP BOOKS AND THEN HE LEFT TO GO PLAY POKER WITH THE GUYS.

i CAME HOME AND YET AGAIN ATTEMTPED TO CLEAN MY ROOM. hAVE i EVER MENTIONED THAT i CLEAN EITHER WHEN THERE'S NOTHING BETTER TO DO OR WHEN i'M REALLY FRUSTRATED ABOUT SOMETHING... WELL IN THIS CASE i BELIEVE IT WAS A LITTLE OF BOTH... :-\. bUT YOU can see the floor in my closet... AND LET ME JUST TELL YOU PEOPLE.... that IS A big DEAL!!

aNYWAY... SO i GOT TO BED SUPER EARLY WHICH WAS fantastic!!

i WOKE UP THE tHURSDAY MORNING AND MET bILLY AT HIS HOUSE. wE RAN AROUND bROADACHRES AND DOWN TO THE HIGH SCHOOL AND BACK... eNDED UP BEING ABOUT 4 1/2 I BELIVE. nOT TOO BAD FOR A MORNING RUN i DON'T GUESS! wHEN WE GOT BACK TO HIS HOUSE bILLY ASKED WHAT i WAS DOING LATER AND i SAID NOTHING BESIDES WORK SO HE SAID HE WAS IN THE MOOD TO COOK DINNER AND SAID I WAS MORE THAN WELCOME TO COME. hOW COOL IS THAT?!? iTS NOT TO OFTEN YOU FIND A GUYS WHO'S WILLING TO COOK DINNER FOR YOU SO HOW IN THE WORLD COULD i TURN IT DOWN?!?

sO i LEFT THERE AND WENT HOME TO TAKE A SHOWER AND GET READY FOR WORK. aND PLEASE LET ME TELL YOU i WAS SO PROUD OF MYSELF CAUSE i HAD BEEN TAKING MY TIME BUT i WAS REALLY GOOD ON TIME SO I WAS PRETTY EXCITED... aND i WENT OUT TO MY CAR AND lo and behold... I HAD A flippin' flat tire!!!! o LET ME JUST TELL YOU i WAS NOT A HAPPY CAMPER. nEEDLESS TO SAY MY "ON TIMENESS" FOR THE DAY WAS RUINED SINCE i HAD TO GO ALL THE WAY OUT TO THE fREE sERIVICE PLACE ON cLINTON hWY. TO GET IT FIXED. nOW DON'T GET ME WORNG THE GUYS WERE REALLY NICE AND IT DIDN'T REALLY TAKE THEM THAT LONG AT ALL BUT i WAS STILL PRETTY TICKED ABOUT THE WHOLE THING... iT fIGURES! :-\

rIGHT... THAT WAS MY DRAMA FOR THE WEEK LOL. sO i GOT TO WORK AND WORKED A WHOLE 3 1/2 HOURS whoopi! (THEY'RE NOT TAKING ANY OF THE ON CALLS THIS WEEK CAUSE WE'RE ALREADY WAY OVER HOURS). sO ON THE WAY HOME i GOT THE BRILLIANT IDEA TO GO SEE IF MY GOOD FRIEND jESSI WAS AT WORK WITH HER WONDERFUL KIDS! tO MY GREAT ENJOYMENT SHE WAS SO i HAD A NICE MUCH NEEDED CHAT WITH MY #1 BLOG FAN! i love you jessi!!!

tHEN IT WAS BACK TO MY HOUSE TO FRESHEN UP (AW WHO AM i KIDDING... i JUST PUT MY CAPRIS IN THE DRIER FOR A LITTLE WHILE CAUSE THEY WERE STRETCHED OUT... tHAT'S about it!) aND THEN TO THE mYNATT RESIDENCE FOR SOME yummy stuff!! :-D

tHERE'S THE FABULOUS COOK HIMSELF HARD AT WORK IN HIS CUTE LITTLE CHEIF'S SHIRT AND APRON! hE WAS PRETTY MUCH JUST GETTING EVERYTHING STARTED WHEN i GOT THERE SO ME AND HIS MOM AND DAD HAD SOME FUN WATCHING HIM IN HIS GREATNESS LOL.
iT WAS mE, mR. AND mRS. mYNATT, sTEPH, gENA (hIS aUNT), AND hIS gRANDMOTHER (WHO IS BY FAR ONE OF THE CUTEST OLDER LADIES i HAVE EVER MET IN my life!). hE FIXED US ALL sTUFFED cHICKEN bREASTS (RICE, TOMATOES, GREEN PEPPERS AND BASIL WRAPPED IN A THIN CHICKEN BREAST) AND brocolli (my favorite!!! ;-) ) WITH THIS GREAT SAUCE (WHICH EVEN IF i COULD SAY THE NAME OF IT i COULDN'T SPELL IT) SO WE'LL JUST STICK WITH yummy cheese sauce!!! o IT WAS sooo good!! aND WE HAD LEMONADE AND EVERTHING... IT WAS gREAT! thanks again billy!!! sO AFTER DINNER THE FAMILY CAME UP WITH THE GRAD IDEA OF GOING TO COPPER CELLAR FOR THOSE sTRAWBERRY cREPES bILLY AND i WANTED SO BAD THE OTHER NIGHT! wE FINALLY GOT THEM... AND MAN CAN i TELL YOU THEY WERE DEFINITELY WORTH THE WAIT... yum-my!!
tHEN IT WAS BACK TO HIS HOUSE TO WATCH HIS NEW wEST pOINT dvd. i CAN'T WAIT TO SEE bILLY IN HIS UNIFORM ITS GOING TO BE GREAT. iT'S SO WEIRD THAT HE'S GOING TO BE DOING ALL THAT STUFF i WATCHED THOSE GUYS DO ON THE VIDEO. aND i KEEP TRYING TO IMAGINE IT BUT ITS JUST KINDA SUREAL. eVERYONE MAKE SURE TO KEEP bILLY IN YOUR PRAYERS. hE'S GONNA BE FAR AWAY FROM US BUT HE'S DEFINITELY NOT GONNA BE FAR AWAY FROM tHE bIG mAN uPSTAIRS AND MORE THAN LIKELY HE'S GONNA NEED A LITTLE umph TO GET HIM THROUGH SOME ROUGH DAYS!

k... MOVING ON BEFORE i GET REALLY SAD!

sO AFTER THAT HIS FAMILY WENT TO BED AND WE STAYED AND WATCHED pIRATES OF THE cARIBBEAN. iT'S BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE i'D SEEN IT AND i ACTALLY APPRECIATED IT MORE THIS TIME FOR SOME REASON... DEFINITELY A GOOD MOVIE! "tHAT'S iNTRRRESTING" HAHA.
tHEN ME AND bILLY MADE A LITTLE WAGER SO WE WOULD'T HAVE TO GET UP AND RUN IN THE MORNING LOL... THEN i MADE MY WAY BACK HOME. GOTTA LOVE DRIVING HOME HALF ASLEEP... THAT'S GOT TO BE ILLEGAL SOMWHERE! LOL ANYWHO...

sO THIS MORNING i WOKE UP AND TOOK A SHOWER AND SPENT THE WHOLE DAY AT kARNS yet again! o YAH... BUT BEFORE THAT i GOT WOKEN UP THIS MORNING BY A NICE noisy PICTURE MESSAGES FROM TWO OF MY FAVORITE GUYS IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!! mark and kent!! :-D aND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DON'T KNOW mARK AND kENT... WELL... YOU DON'T KNOW VERY MUCH ABOUT MY LIFE!

aNYWAY... SO THEY'RE AT THE BEACH AND i'VE COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT i MISS HANGING OUT WITH THOSE BOYS LIFE CRAZY!! hERE'S ALL THE PICTURES THEY'VE BEEN SENING MET THE PAST COUPLE OF DAYS...

tHERE'S MARK... hE SAID TAHT'S THE gULF OF mEXICO BEHIND HIM SO THAT'S PRETTY COOL! :-D

aND THAT'S kENT (hE JUST GRADUATED FROM fARRAGUT). o YAH DID i MENTION THESE GUYS ARE HUGE nerds JUST LIKE ME... cAUSE THE ARE AND THAT'S WHY i LOVE THEM SO MUCH!

aND THERE'S THE ONE THAT WOKE ME UP THIS MORNING... CAN'T SAY I WAS TOO HEART BROKEN TO BE WOKEN UP BY A COUPLE HOTTIES BUT IF YOU COULD HEAR THE FRIGGIN' SOUNDBYTE THE ADDED TO IT... yOU'D WANNA KILL EM TOO!

aND i THINK mARK SAID THAT WAS ONE OF THEM AT SOME sEASIDE CONCERT... O GOODNESS LOL

aND THERE'S mARK "oUT bY tHE pOOL." tHIS PICTURES SERVES ABSOLUTELY NOT PURPOSE EXCEPT TO MAKE ME JEALOUS!

neWAY... SO THAT IS THE NICE DEDICATION TO TWO OF THE COOLEST GUYS IN THE UNIVERSE!! (aND THERE NOT EVEN PAYING ME TO SAY THIS... AND SADLY ENOUGH i BETCHA THEY WOULD! LOL J/K GUYS!)

aNYWHO... sO TO BE HONEST i DON'T REALLY HAVE ANYTHING TO DO TONIGHT (OBVIOUSLY) BUT i'M OK WITH THAT CAUSE i'M realled TIRED... AS USUAL. aND i GET TO SLEEP IN AS LONG AS i WANT TOMORROW!!! (CAUSE i ONLY HAD AN ON CALL SHIFT - SEE COMMENT ABOUT HOURS ABOVE...)

sO i BELIEVE i WILL BE SPENDING THE AFTERNOON SUN BATHING ON MY DECK WHICH i HAVE NO DOUBT WILL GET REALY HOT SO IF YOU HAVE A POOL OR ACCESS TO ONE AND YOU WANT SOME COMPANY i'm all yours!! :-D tHEN TOMORROW AT AROUND 4 cHE-aD IS PICKING ME UP AND WE'RE GOING TO THE sMOKEY'S GAME!!! woot woot!! fREE fOOD HERE WE COME!!! lOl i'M EXTREMELY EXCITED...

tHEN sUNDAY i DON'T HAVE TO WORK EITHER... THIS CAN'T BE A GOOD THING! bUT i WON'T LIE AND SAY i'M NOT GOING TO ENJOY THE BREAK. hOPEFULLY i'LL BE GOING TO CHURCH THAT MORNING AND THEN maybe HEADING UP TO THE LAKE...

mONDAY i WORK AT pOWELL WHICH SHOULD BE RATHER INTERESTING i'M SURE. nO OFFENSE... BUT powell stinks WHEN IT COMES TO WORKING SENIOR PICTURES THERE CAUSE EVERYONE AND THEIR brother GETS huge PACKAGES AND everyone SHOWS UP... BUT O WELL. i'M SURE i'LL SEE SOME INTERESTING FOLKS...

oooo... bILLY JUST SENT ME A PIC OF HIM IN HIS hAWIIAN SHIRT THE GOT FOR THE LUAU HE WENT TO IN CHAT TOWN THIS TONIGHT... aND SO HE CAN SEE HOW COOL HE LOOKS WHEN HE SEES THIS LATER...

nOW WHAT "bASIC tRAINING hOTTIE" WOUDLN'T WANT SOME OF THAT?!? hUH bILLY?? :-D

wELL i GUESS i'M DONE BLOGGING FOR THE NIGHT... MAYBE... YOU NEVER KNOW WITH ME THESE DAYS "i'M MIGHT BE FEELIN' cRaZy!"
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So there's a lot on my mind lately... I'm not gonna lie...

But I genuinely think I have better things to worry about... well... not necessarily BETTER... but more productive...

If My Heart Had Wings
-Faith Hill-

D*** these old wheels
Rolling too slow
I stare down this white line
With so far to go
Headlights keep coming
Loneliness humming along
Who poured this rain
Who made these clouds
I stare through this windshield
Thinking out loud
Time keeps on crawling
Love keeps on calling me home
I'd jump all these mountains and take to the skies
Sail through the heavens with stars in my eyes

If my heart had wings
I would fly to you and lie
Beside you as you dream
If my heart had wings

We both committed
We both agreed
You do what you have to to get what you need
Feeling you near me with so many miles in between
Lord, it ain't easy out here in the dark
To keep us together so far apart

If my heart had wings
I would fly to you and lie
Beside you as you dream
If my heart had wings

Stuck on this circle
Spinning around
Cut loose from this rope
That's tying me down

If my heart had wings
I would fly to you and lie
Beside you as you dream
If my
If my heart had wings
I would fly to you and lie
Beside you as you dream
If my heart had wings

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pRAYER lIST:
      Josh and The Crew as the head to Passport
      Jessi on her Mission Trip
      Jenna in NC
      Ben traveling back and forth between camps
      Jon
      Mark and Kent and their ride home tomorrow
      Everyone else going out of town over the next couple months on mission trips and fun trips
      My Dad (since father's day is coming up and all... ;-) ) He's been working a lot lately.
      Billy (he leaves a week from yesterday :-\)
      All the lovely people in BLOG WORLD (that means YOU...)
      And lots more but those are the ones on my mind at this very moment...

O YAH.. AND bTw...

"MY NAME IS TIFFANY...

AND I AM ADDICTED TO

THE POWERADE SLUSH!!!"

;-)

*TIFF*

Posted at 11:02 pm by TiffSaw12
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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

I knew I was forgetting something...

Here's a picture of Jon and POOKIE (who is no longer sitting at the top of the closet... even though Jon claims it never really was... uh-huh...) haha. Anywho... I took that when I spent all flippin' day at the boys' place on Sunday so here ya go! :-D

O yah and here's a nice random pictures of Michael Willis that he took the day I left my phone at Kayla's house...

On here for no other reason than the fact that he looks super goofy and he's my friend that I love very much!! So yah.. much fun... gotta have some blog hotties what can I say?!?

Me and Billy went running with the CC team this morning at Victor Ashe Park. Which was interesting to say the least... REALLY MUDDY and REALLY WET! - but that's what Cross Country is all about so I loved it! Then he came over and we washed my car (he tried to fix my seat that doesn't like to stay up but that was an unreachable goal... o well). Now I'm fixin to take a shower and I believe we are going to put some blue lights in my car!! woohoo for cheesy car lights that i swore I would never have! lol

Well I'm out with that... Have a good Wednesday everyone!

*TIFF*

Posted at 12:35 pm by TiffSaw12
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