To Each Their Own

Thursday, June 09, 2005

Doesn't that make you shiver; the way things could have gone?

WELL WELL WELL...

I LOVE WHEN I HAVE BETTER THINGS IN MY LIFE TO WORRY ABOUT THAN THE STUPID THINGS I'M SURE PEOPLE THINK I'M GOING TO BE WORRIED ABOUT.

YESTERDAY WAS A G-RRRR-EAT DAY!

I WENT TO THE DENTIST... FOUND OUT I DIDN'T HAVE A CAVITY AND GOT A NEW TOOTH BRUSH (I KNOW ITS DUMB BUT I GET REALLY EXCITED WHEN I GET A NEW ONE! :-D) THEY STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH MY TOOTH THOUGH (ITS REALLY SENSATIVE TO COLD STUFF) SO I MAY HAVE TO GO BACK SO THEY CAN CHECK IT OUT MORE... IF IT KEEPS BOTHERING ME THAT IS.

THEN I CAME HOME AND GOT SOME STUFF AND WENT OVER TO JON'S HOUSE. HE SHOWED ME HOW TO CHANGE OIL!! IT WAS ACTUALLY PRETTY FUN AND I GOT ALL DIRTY AND I GOT OIL UNDER MY FINGERNAILS AND EVERYTHING!!! "I AIN'T NO GIRLY GIRL!" ;-)

THEN WE CHANGED AND WENT DOWN TO HIS DAD'S POOL... IT WAS REALLY FUN CAUSE THERE WAS NO ONE ELSE THERE BUT THIS ONE GIRL LAYIN IN THE SUN SO WE DID FUN STUNTS AND I HELPED HIM EXERCISE LOL. THEN WE LAYED IN THE SUN FOR A LITTLE WHILE

HERE'S JON AND HIS SEXY PALENESS... ;-)

HE DID GET QUITE A BIT OF SUN ON HIS FACE THOUGH...

THEN WE HEADED BACK TO HIS HOUSE. (WOAH ITS KINDA WEIRD I SAY HIS HOUSE NOW INSTEAD OF HIS APARTMENT...)

THEN WE BOTH TOOK SHOWERS (IN DIFFERENT SHOWERS!!! - WOW THAT'S SO SAD I ACTUALLY HAVE TO SAY THAT SO YOU PEOPLE DON'T FREAK OUT!) THEN I BOUT MADE HIM FALL ASLEEP LOL THEN WE GOT READY AND WENT TO THE MOOOOOVIES!

MADAGASCAR = FUNNY! :-D IT HAD JUST ENOUGH ADULT STUFF TO BE FUNNY BUT NOT ENOUGH TO WEIRD YOU OUT. "DANG YOU TO HECK!" LOL

11:11 MAKE A WISH!!! :-)

SORRY THAT WAS RANDOM...

ANYWHO... THE MOVIE WAS REALLY GOOD IN MY OPINION. WE EVEN ATE A WHOLE THING OF LARGE POPCORN! WE WERE SO PROUD OF OURSELVES :-)

AFTER THE MOVIE WE WENT BACK TO THE HOUSE AND I TOOK A NICE LITTLE NAP WHILE HE PLAYED X-BOX (SURPRISE SURPRISE RIGHT?? HAHA) THEN IT WAS OFF TO CHURCH.

WE TALKED ABOUT THEOLOGY AND HOW IT IS THE BASIS FOR PRETTY MUCH EVERY OTHER SCIENCE OR THEORY. WHETHER YOU HAVE THE THEISTIC VIEW (THAT THERE IS A GOD) OR THE ATHEISTIC VIEW (THERE IS NO GOD) DETERMINES THE WAY YOU LOOK AT BIOLOGY, LAW, POLITICS, ETHICS, ETC ETC. IT'S STARTING TO MAKE A LITTLE MORE SENSE NOW SO I'M EXCITED. I ALSO MET THIS GIRL NAMED KELLY WHO GOES TO MTSU AND IS JUST GOING TO SH FOR THE SUMMER CAUSE IT'S HER HOME CHURCH AND SHE SEEMED REALLY COOL SO HOPEFULLY WE CAN BE FRIENDS SO I DON'T FEEL LIKE A BIG LOSER ALL THE TIME SINCE I DON'T REALLY KNOW ANYONE LOL.

THEN IT WAS OFF TO APPLEBEE'S WITH A FEW PEOPLE. ME AND JON SPLIT THE APPETIZER SAMPLER (THEY FORGOT TO LEAVE THE BACON OFF THE FIRST QUESADILLA WE GOT SO WE GOT A WHOLE NOTHER ONE... IT WAS GREAT!) AND WATCHED MICHIGAN WITH THE SOFTBALL NATIONAL CHAMPIONSHIPS.

AFTER EATING WAY TO MUCH WE WENT BACK TO THE HOUSE... SAT AROUND FOR A LITTLE WHILE... READ THROUGH THE FIRST HALF OF EXODUS (WE'RE BOTH TRYING TO LEARN MORE ABOUT THE OLD TESTIMENT CAUSE WE'RE BOTH PRETTY IGNORANT TO IT... AS SAD AS THAT IS). THEN WE SAT AROUND AND TALKED TO JASON... WELL THEY TALKED... I WAS PRETTY CLOSE TO DEEP SLEEP AROUND THAT TIME LOL.

THEN JASON WENT TO BED AND ME AND JON HAD SOME NICE TIMES TOGETHER :-). HAD A MUCH NEEDED TALK AND I PRETTY MUCH LEFT THERE ON CLOUD NINE EVEN THOUGH THERE ARE STILL QUITE A FEW THINGS THAT ARE KINDA UP IN THE AIR RIGHT NOW. ALL I KNOW IS I HAVE A GREAT FRIEND IN JON AND I AM EXTREMEMLY HAPPY I DON'T HAVE TO GIVE THAT UP ANY TIME SOON.

THEN IT WAS BACK TO MY HUMBLE ABODE WHERE I CRASHED!!!

I WOKE UP THIS MORNING... WELL THIS AFTERNOON CAUSE I SOOOO SLEPT TILL ABOUT 11 AND IT WAS AMAZING!! WENT AND RAN ABOUT 3 MILES... (MOMENT OF SILENCE FOR MINE AND BILLY'S HURDLE.... ...) OK! WELL... NEEDLESS TO SAY IT WAS EXTREMELY HOT BUT I GOT THROUGH IT.

I CAME HOME... TOOK A SHOWER AND THEN MET JOSHUA LEE LYON AT MCALISTER'S FOR LUNCH. WE HAD A VERY LOOONG MUCH NEEDED DISCUSSION ABOUT A FEW THINGS. I'M DEF GLAD I HAVE JOSH!! I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT YOU SOMETIMES JOSH... SO THANK YOU!

THEN I STOPPED BY TARGET TO GET A NEW NOTEBOOK AND SOME TOOTHE PASTE AND I SAW SARAH!!!! IT WAS SOOOO GOOOOD TO SEE HER! I MISS HER LIKE CRAZY BUT SHE REALLY SEEMS TO BE DOING WELL SO YAH FOR HER! :-D I LOVE YOU!

THEN IT WAS BACK HOME FOR A LITTLE CHAT WITH MY DAD OUT ON THE PORCH AND THEN I WENT TO WORK.

BORING... BUT NOT TOO BAD I DON'T GUESS. I BOUGHT SOME WHITE CAPRIS AND 2 NEW SHIRTS SO THAT WAS EXCITING! :-)

NOW I'M BACK HOME AND I DON'T THINK MY STOMACH LIKED THE SPAGETTII I ATE ALL THAT MUCH SO I BELIEVE I WILL BE HEADING TO BED VERY SHORTLY.

ME AND BILLY ARE MEETING AT THE HS AT 7 IN THE MORNING... THEN I GOTTA WORK IN THE OFFICE TILL 5 AND THEN...

GREASE!!!! WOOHOO!! I'M SO EXCITED CAUSE I'M SURE ITS GOING TO BE AMAZING. BILLY IS MAKING US RESERVATIONS AT COPPER CELLAR SO THAT SHOULD BE FUN. I LOVE GETTING DRESSED UP! :-D

WELL I GUESS THAT'S ALL FOR NOW FOLKS.

SCAR

-Missy Higgins-

He left a card, a bar of soap and a scrubbing brush next to a note
That said "use these down to your bones"
And before I knew I had shiny skin and it felt easy being clean like him
I thought "this one knows better than I do"

A triangle trying to squeeze through a circle
He tried to cut me so I'd fit

And doesn't that sound familiar? Doesn't that hit too close to home?
Doesn't that make you shiver; the way things could've gone?
And doesn't it feel peculiar when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far,
Could you leave me with a scar?

So the next one came with a bag of treats, she smelled like sugar and
spoke like the sea
And she told me don't trust them, trust me
Then she pulled at my stitches one by one, looked at my insides clicking
her tongue and said
"This will all have to come undone"

A triangle trying to squeeze through a circle
She tried to cut me so I'd fit

And doesn't that sound familiar? Doesn't that hit too close to home?
Doesn't that make you shiver; the way things could have gone?
And doesn't it feel peculiar when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far,
Could you leave me with a scar?

I think I realized just in time, although my old self was hard to find
You bathe me in your finest wine but I'll never give you mine
'Cos I'm a little bit tired of feeling like I'll be the bad fruit nobody buys
Tell me, did you think we'd all dream the same?

GOD IS A RELATIONAL AND RIGHTEOUS RULER... WITHOUT ALL THREE LIFE WOULDN'T BE THE SAME.

GOODNIGHT BLOG WORLD!

*tiff*

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Wednesday, June 08, 2005

** :: EDIT :: **

blackmagik38: sweet.... --- when you get done with the dentist grab your suit and some cloths you dont mind getting dirty as well as some cloths to go to the movies in....come on over...we'll change oil, wash cars, go to the pool, come back get cleaned up and go to the movies...how does that sound?

Dentist, GOIN TO THE POOL (at his dad's condo... so he can be home but we can still get some sun), Fun Automobile Improvements, and Madagascar (yes we both love cheesy animated movies :-) ).

Looks like my day tomorrow is going to be even better than I thought it was going to be! YAH!

NIGHT!

*TIFF*

Posted at 12:42 am by TiffSaw12
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This one is for Middle School and My Future Husband! :-D

TODAY:
Worked all day at Cocke Co. but K was there so it was so much fun. I GOT TO DRIVE THE BIG TRUCK!! (This big U-Haul thing... it was great). I got to tell K some fun stories and we didn't have to work that hard so that's always a good thing! :-)

Got home... took a little nap... met Billy, went running, stopped by Wal-Mart so I could pick up some pictures ;-) (my pix from the SP concert actually turned out surprisingly good... especially the ones from when the lead singer came out on THE FLOOR!... YAH!) Then I dropped Billy off and now I'm home.

Unfortunately, Jon and I are not going to the lake tomorrow (which is prob a good thing considering its supposed to kinda rain and stuff). But Me and Billy are gonna meet up sometime and take the blue lights from his Jeep and put them in My Car!! I'm so excited! :-D

I gotta get up and be at the dentist so I better get a little sleep. I went to bed so early last night!!! It was extremely exciting but I'm still SOOOO TIRED!!! I can make tomorrow night a long night though cause I get to sleep FOREVER on Thrusday morning!! YES!

All My Life
-KC and JoJo-

I Will Never Find Another Lover
Sweeter Than You
Sweeter Than You
And I Will Never Find Another Lover
More Precious Than You
More Precious Than You

You Are..
Close To Me You're Like My Mother,
Close To Me You're Like My Father,
Close To Me You're Like My Sister,
Close To Me You're Like My Brother
And You Are The Only One My Everything
And For You This Song I Sing....

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

I'd Send You All That I'm Thinking Of........Baby

Said I Promise To Never Fall In Love With A Stranger
You're All I'm Thinking Of
I Praise The Lord Above
For Sending Me Your Love
I Cherish Every Hug
I Really Love You

All My Life (Ohhhh..Baby, Baby)
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I...That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

You're All That I Ever Know,
When You Smile All My Face Always Seems To Glow,
You Turned My Life Around,
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down,
You're All That I've Ever Known,
When You Smile My Face Glows
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down
Say...You're All That I've Ever Known
When You Smile My Face Glows
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down
And I Hope That You
Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God That I...That I Finally Found You.....

O To Be In Love! ;-)

*TIFF*

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Monday, June 06, 2005

Did I mention I absolutely LOVE PICTURES?!?

Oooo where to begin!!

Let's see... Boring "this is what I've been doing:" entry ahead... You've had your warning...

SO.

WEDNESDAY.

   I was gonna run with KT but it ended up raining so that was a big far negative! (thank the Lord! lol) So I actally got to sleep past 10 for the first time since I can even remember! Then I belive I got up and did some random stuff and then headed to work. I worked for a few hours (2-7) and as promised Mr. Jon Musick came by to see me. After some discussion when I got off we decided I would follow him to his NEW HOUSE and we (me him and Ben) would go to their college Bible study (at Sevier Heights) from there. I GOT TO SEE BEN!!! Which was great... been missin' that kid a whole bunch and he seems to be doing pretty well so yah for him! There were some good goofy times with the boys (I will openly I admit I miss those times very much!!) then it was off to the church.

The Bible study was really good... I've always liked listening to Tim speak. They're doing a series on the "ologies" of the world. Like... Psychology, Theology, Sociology, etc. etc.    I'm gonna be honest and admit I don't QUITE get what's going on yet cause we only had the "introduction" to the series, but hopefully I can tag along with them some more and see what it's all about! :-) So after that we were talkin and they were quoting Duce Bigalo (which I hadn't seen btw) and when they found out the answer was simple : "BLOCKBUSTER!"   So we went and picked up Duce Bigalo, Zoolander, and White Noise.   We ended up watching DB and Zoolander and then I had to get home cause I had to be at work the next morning. The night was definitely interesting... kinda confusing... but def not in a bad way. Anywho... moving on.

So I went home and woke up the next morning (THURSDAY) and got to work about 9:30. Around 1:15 or so JON comes in AGAIN (no worries kid... I was glad you did! ;-) ) And we stood and talked for a bit and then Billy came in to say hi as well! LoL   Fun times...

Jon said he wanted to take me to Chilli's (since I'd been craving it for A WEEK and he had some coupons haha)... So we agreed I would call him after I got my HAIR DID! When we first did it I said I wanted the same thing we did last time (light brown low lights and blonde highlights) except this time i wanted the brown to be thicker. We thought it was all good until I dried it and my hair was THE BLONDEST IT HAS EVER BEEN IN MY LIFE!!!! (Apparently the brown didn't take or something) And don't get me wrong... it wasn't ugly at all... but it definitely wasn't what I was expecting at all! So we went back and put medium brown in it... so well... now.... its a little darker than I wanted it to be BUT it's not really that bad I don't guess. It could always be worse.

So after 3 HOURS of sitting at Snips I called Jon and we agreed to meet at the Chilli's out west. When I got there my limonade was already sitting on the table and my chips and salsa were on their way! (Gottta love people that know exactly what makes you happy! haha) So I had chips and salsa and ranch dressing!!!! YUMMY!!! and a nice peice of corn on the cob! woohoo And Jon had the chicken crispers (AS ALWAYS!). O yah... and Jon is a little girly boy so he asked me to come over and watch White Noise with him cause he's too chicken to watch it by himself! lol
The movie was pretty good I guess... Not that great and kinda slow and drawn out but ya know. We had EVERY LIGHT IN THE HOUSE ON THOUGH! haha... we're such weinies! Then we watched DodgeBall... yet another movie I hadn't seen. (I'm not a big movie watcher if you haven't noticed...) Me and Jon are planning another movie night with Top Gun as the main feature! :-)

So after some fun times with Jon (he burnt me the new Relient K CD WOOHOO!) it was back to my house for some ZzZzZzZz....

I woke up to a glorious phone call from Mr. Mynatt cause we had agreed the night before we would meet at 6:30 at the high school to run! (and it was about 6:35 when he called lol). So we did about 3 miles (it was rainin and everything so it was actually pretty fun!) and then I hit the showers.

I had to be at work at 8:45 which isn't too early but it sure did seem like it. I spent the whole friggin' day at Seymour High. Tear down... blah blah. Then back the office where I was greeted with a phone call from Kayla.

We went shopping for Michael's birday presents. (HIS BIRTHDAY WAS SATURDAY BTW... SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAST TO MICHAEL WILLIS WOOTWOOT!!). We went to the mall and then to Wal-Mart and then back to her house for a mini- sleepover. I def went to bed pretty early though... sorry I'm such a wimp Kay!.

But I got up at 8 SATURDAY. Went home... took a shower... realized I had left my phone at Kay's so I tried to go back and get it but no one came to the door which STUNK cause my plan was to call and get KELLY tickets on my way to work!!... but NOOOO... So after some phone calls I got my mom to call for me. The tickets I got aren't that great BUT... I'll be there and that's all that matters to me!!! We got three tickets (one for me, one for allyson - a girl i work with, and one for my mom- heck yah my moms goin! lol - unless someone else wants to go and she said she would gladly sell them her ticket so that's cool). So I worked FOREVER!!! (9:30-5:45) then I went home and met Billy at the high school.

WE DID 5 MILES!! HECK YES!! Then he made my to 1-10s!! Stupid football player stuff... lol... I'm not a sprinter dang it! It was pretty fun I must admit though. Then we laid on the football field in our tired misery and did some crunches. Then he remembered his dad had some free movie passes so we decided to go see The Longest Yard. I went home and took a shower (and put make-p on and everything... just for you Billy... just for you!) LoL! And we headed to the movie. It was actually a lot better than I thought it was going to be. O yah... and just so everyone knows... before you ask me, for those of you who already have, and for those of you who just love to assume things (its ok i know i do it too)... BILLY AND I ARE JUST FRIENDS! That's right... FrIeNdS...

ANYWHO... So the movie was really good then we made a wonderful late night visit to Taco Bell (where else?!?) then it was back home for me to get what little sleep I could.

I had a nice little chat with Jon and he told me how to get to church and what not and then I went to bed!

SUNDAY (that would be yesterday... yes I'm almost done! And it's a good thing cause I've got some Krystal chicks sitting upstairs calling my name).

I got to church (after getting lost of course... I wouldn't be Tiffany if I didn't get lost trying to drive somwhere ATLEAST once a week!). It was really good. I've always like Sevier Height's morning services. He talked about how TV pretty much rots the mind a a Christian and no Christian can maintain the proper ChristLike mindset if the watch 2-3 hours of TV a night like many many many people do! Good thing I can't remember when the last time I actually sat down and watched TV was lol. It really did make me think though...

Then we went to the college service which was also good as well. (Yummy begals... mmm... haha).

Then it was back home for a short bit until I got a call from Jon and I decided to go out to West Town and help him pick out some new swim trunks.

THEN IT WAS OFF TO WORK YET AGAIN (anyone else noticed I've worked EVERYDAY FOR A WEEK... yah... i sure have lol) I work 1:30-7 and as I was going out to the car (with Jennie cause I had to take her to the bank to drop of the deposit) who do you think comes driving up... yup... Mr. Musick. Dang boy... you sure have been in my life a lot the past few days! So we went to the bank and waited for Jennie's boyfriend. Jon then invited me to go over to his mom's house for a bit and how in the world could I EVER pass up a chance to see MOMMA MUSICK!! You think I'm crazy or something?!? I think not!! So when we got there she was fixing us dinner!! It was great... Grilled Chicken, mashed potatoes, green beans, and cheesy sour dough bread. O goodness... I couldn't have asked for more it was so yummy!

Then I had to say goodbye (he invited me to Joe's but I didn't think that would be a great idea considering I had to get up really early this morning) and it was back home for a quick change and then off to Billy's. We sat around at his house for quite awhile (keep in mind we both are in running cloths with our shoes on... but for some reason we just couldn't make it out the door very quickly lol) So after chatting with him mom and dad for a bit we finally got out there. It was pretty much PITCH DARK while we were running arond Broadachres (guess that's what you get when you run at 10:00 haha). We did about 3 miles and then counteracted that wonderful exercise with a trip to Sonic! lol We're such bad kids! I had one of those Juior Banana Splits (not even worth the 99 cents I ... um.. Billy... paid for it! haha) and a Powerade Slush. Billy had a really messy X-LONG CHEESE CONEY! and a ice gream with cookie dough on it... ya it wasn't a great night for sonic service. But o well it was still fun.

Then I dropped Billy off and went back home.

Did my quiet time and then WENT TO BED!!

I had to get up at 5 this morning... take a shower... get to the office by 6:30 and then it was off to Cocke County for the day! It was REALLY SLOW which was spectacular if I do say so myself. Can't really complain too much. I learned how to cut film to... I'm getting closer and closer to becoming a photographer everyday... muahaha!

KAYLA WORKS WITH ME TOMORROW which is exciting! :-D It's funny shirt day! lol This should get interesting.

THEN WEDNESDAY IS MY DAY OFF!!!!!! YESSSSSSSSS!!!!! I'm pretty sure me and Jon are going to head down to the lake for the day which I am looking forward too. I would say I'm excited cause I actually get to sleep in but I DON'T cause I gotta go the stupid dentist (and I think I have a cavity - my first one- so I'm a little scared :-\). The rest of the day should be fun though!

Thursday I get to sleep in though!!!!! YYYYYAAAAAHHHHH!!!! I'm on call at AE from 4-5 and then I work 5-10. Not too bad I don't guess.
Then Friday I have a 8:30 meet time but I'm gonna try to see if I can get off early so I can get home and go to GREASE with Billy! O how I would love to be able to go... Only time will tell I suppose haha

SATURDAY is Brittany's personal wedding shower at the Creamery and then Billy's little get together is that night... This weekend should be pretty fun I suppose.

I've been working a lot but summer is still in full swing and I'm really enjoying it!

O YES... and Me and My mom finally decided on the 10-15 to go down to DISNEY WORLD!! and KaY may actually get to come which would be sooo fun!!

Well i'm getting pretty hungry so I'm gonna go eat, take a shower, then go to bed!

Hope you enjoyed the BORING update!

Have a good night everyone!

And always remember... you will not be tempted beyond what you can handle!

*TIFF*

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Sunday, June 05, 2005

"FATTY MADE A FUNNY!"

I'm gonna update one day soon... I promise!

God Bless and DON'T STRESS!

:-D

*TIFF*

Posted at 11:49 pm by TiffSaw12
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